Friday, June 25, 2010

1st english article

I am not really confidence to my english. But my office did not provide the chinese version software, that is why the first english article will come out fom it...

I am lake to use english as my daily uses since I was in secondary school.Still remember that my writing was completely out of topic when i was attended the UEC Exam. But luckily that I pass from it.

Always to said that i was a uncomfortable person. Should said that luckily many people won't see my blog. that's why i can write anythings here. This is the place that I can be my own.

I like jogging recently. Because of stressness. I think.

Tired...

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

女人的赌注--身材

谢谢moon,提醒了我一件事...

女人的赌注,除了在爱情上,同时也在身材上

我也是女人一个,所以我不能否认这一切。一个女人是否幸福,除了身边的男人,同时也要看自己的身材。身材的注重,除了看得出一个女人的自信,还有的是压在男人身上的赌注。曾经很胖的我,回首一望,竟发觉当年的我有着这样的想法;想当年的男友,是我很有信心的一段感情,所以当时觉得,就算我便成如何,他都不会遗弃我。忘记了自己曾经被赞美过,有的是惊讶,为何我会变成这样?

结果的是,我努力的减,却越减越肥;当年同房的淼,不可思议的看着我,感叹之。

分手后,我痛定思痛,决定减肥;现在的我,努力做运动,努力跑步,努力控制饮食。回首当年的自己,都觉得怀疑自己当年男友,为何看到这样的自己都不跑?

究竟女人的价值,是建立在男人身上,还是其他?

如果女人在恋爱后,是越变越漂亮,我想说,问题还是出在她对身边的那个没安全感?还是觉得自己可以找到更好的?我想,我属于前者。

好不容易建立的信心,却不敢向前。这样的我,还是当年的蜥蜴?